Went to the hospital yesterday, feel a little better but not much as I'm still extremely nervous and worried about the tests that lie ahead especially the Colposcopy in fact I.m terrified!!!
Monday they are phoning me for the date of the scan after that I need to book for the Colposcopy, Oh I just wished that it would have all been over and done with last Saturday although I knew it was only a consultation appointmant. The hospital that I went to was Falkham manor (private- as I'm covered on hubbys work plan) very nice hospital but I'm STILL so frightened and nervous. I am glad I'm on the plan as I've seen three Doctors and they were useless!!
Well its 8:30 and hubby has been happy most of the day as I was more relaxed but since because of the pain and discomfort I've been in most the day have got very worked up, therefore feeling frightened and nervous yet again....yet hubby seems not to understand well you met the consultant and hes given you good news that you will not need an operation BUT that still doesn't calm me as I still have to face the Coloposcopy!!! He gave me a quick cuddle and has now has gone to clean the kitchen for me came back with a nice cup and tea to sit and chat to try and calm me down and reasurre me that evrything will be jst FINE.
Well I haven't got much more to report.
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